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February 22nd, 2009

08:11 pm - I changed my mind.
From here on out, this livejournal is PRIVATE.

a PUBLIC blog will be: sinfulfarewell.livejournal.com

(Sex me.)

February 17th, 2009

04:25 pm - And not many people know about this livejournal
They're busy reading my other livejournal (Sinfulfarewell.livejournal.com), or even my blogspot (Starlitdesires.blogspot.com).

And that is why my most heart-felt entries will go here, because I have complete faith that not many people read this. And it will stay public for this reason.

(Sex me.)

October 16th, 2008

10:13 pm - and, yes, my darling
I'll do anything for you, anything to keep this relationship going. Call me pathetic, if you will, but it would tear me apart to see you with any other girl. And perhaps I should know better, and perhaps I should learn to move on, and yet there's a nagging part in me that's telling me "No. You have what you want. Be happy."

& I choose to listen to that part, and be happy. With you. I love you.
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished

(1 sensual note | Sex me.)

July 27th, 2008

05:02 pm - And this is because
I refuse to let this go on. And although I know it'll hurt like nothing I've ever felt before if this goes the wrong way, I do still know that it must be done. And it's nothing, really, just some things that we both know need to be confronted. . .
All I want is to fix what's wrong between you and I, and hopefully we'll feel better, closer. . And yet, if this goes the wrong way, and you decide you don't want it, that you don't want me. . .

I don't know what I would do.

I guess this really is love.
Current Mood: sadsad


July 24th, 2008

12:03 am - This is because I remembered my password
I cannot look back on old posts and say that I read these posts with regret. I cannot look back and say I wish something would have changed, or that I should have done something differently. I am not here to start anything up again, but rather to confront that this happened in the first place.
I cannot keep running from something that I cannot forget. . .
And yet, running seems to be the easiest thing to do at the moment.
Current Mood: blankblank


December 27th, 2007

09:45 am - JEANIE
don't update on this.

& you actually got half of my plans wrong.
& just text me & I'll give you my new livejournal.

Don't mess around with this one, it's disgusting.


December 26th, 2007

05:36 pm - No more for you
Unless you know my NEW livejournal, of course. =)

(Sex me.)

Illusion of Fantasy

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