February 22nd, 2009
|08:11 pm - I changed my mind.|
From here on out, this livejournal is PRIVATE.
a PUBLIC blog will be: sinfulfarewell.livejournal.com
February 17th, 2009
|04:25 pm - And not many people know about this livejournal|
They're busy reading my other livejournal (Sinfulfarewell.livejournal.com), or even my blogspot (Starlitdesires.blogspot.com).
And that is why my most heart-felt entries will go here, because I have complete faith that not many people read this. And it will stay public for this reason.
October 16th, 2008
|10:13 pm - and, yes, my darling|
I'll do anything for you, anything to keep this relationship going. Call me pathetic, if you will, but it would tear me apart to see you with any other girl. And perhaps I should know better, and perhaps I should learn to move on, and yet there's a nagging part in me that's telling me "No. You have what you want. Be happy."
& I choose to listen to that part, and be happy. With you. I love you.
Current Mood: accomplished
July 27th, 2008
|05:02 pm - And this is because|
I refuse to let this go on. And although I know it'll hurt like nothing I've ever felt before if this goes the wrong way, I do still know that it must be done. And it's nothing, really, just some things that we both know need to be confronted. . .
All I want is to fix what's wrong between you and I, and hopefully we'll feel better, closer. . And yet, if this goes the wrong way, and you decide you don't want it, that you don't want me. . .
I don't know what I would do.
I guess this really is love.
Current Mood: sad
July 24th, 2008
|12:03 am - This is because I remembered my password|
I cannot look back on old posts and say that I read these posts with regret. I cannot look back and say I wish something would have changed, or that I should have done something differently. I am not here to start anything up again, but rather to confront that this happened in the first place.
I cannot keep running from something that I cannot forget. . .
And yet, running seems to be the easiest thing to do at the moment.
Current Mood: blank
December 27th, 2007
|09:45 am - JEANIE|
don't update on this.
& you actually got half of my plans wrong.
& just text me & I'll give you my new livejournal.
Don't mess around with this one, it's disgusting.
December 26th, 2007
|05:36 pm - No more for you|
Unless you know my NEW livejournal, of course. =)